shut up, LISTEN and laugh:)

departure

2007-01-27T22:05:00.000+08:00

it has been a year since we parted at the familiar green gates, a year since we've worn that white and blue piece of clothing. the memories still linger, the friendship still kept on.

adlin, its only two more weeks before you are leaving for melborne AGAIN, and suddenly i rmb that very day at the airport. if i'm not wrong, it was 10th feb. i didnt want to see you off because i know i'll cry. yup, i went in the end and i did cry. because i know i wont be seeing you for a whole year, and because i'll miss you so very much. you were one of my dearest friend, you have always been there whenever i needed someone to talk to, you were ever so understanding. you were one whom i see as a true friend, who really tried her best to be there for everyone who need her. and yup, i love you for that. love you, my dear friend. =)

and a welcome. =)

2006-12-09T16:01:00.000+08:00

WELCOME BACK,
ADLIN DEAREST!!!!!!!!

i've missed you so much, girl.

LOVE and HUGS and KISSES,
michelle =)

another farewell?

2006-12-09T15:57:00.000+08:00

When you hurt my mum, you've hurt me even deeper.
how deeply, no one knew but myself.
No one knew that it had affected my very much, those feelings i have against you.
Each time mummy talks about it, another bout of crying follows. childish, it may seem. but i couldnt help it.
i cried, filled with anger at you. Anger, anger, anger. Then, upset that everything had turned out this way.
You changed everything just by that childish action of yours, the relationship soured because of you.
You thought you had the right of way, but really, you didnt.
My mum, my dad, my sisters and i, will distance ourselves since you prefer it this way
i know i couldnt hate you, i know i love you just the same.
i tried to forgive you, but try as i might, i just can't bring myself to.
at most, it will be down to filial piety.
hopefully, time will heal all.

Till we meet again.

2006-11-30T10:31:00.000+08:00

i feel guilty for not having blogged for such a long time. but im now here to get this blog going. i know ive made a dozen crazy promises to keep this blog alive yet ive yet to liven up to my to my promise. and now, this is for real. mich, so sorry for neglecting this blog all these while.

this other entry, is so strong that it has captivated me from the very moment i read it. im saying it not for the sake of it, but because i truly am able to put my feet in the shoes of the writer itself.

during the past two years, many walked in and out of my life, leaving with them a part of me. and its not as though i didn't try to safe the friendship. i did. but to no avail. this year, leaving behind everything ive had built up and come to love, my self-esteem hit rock bottom. for the past few months, i clung to every bit and morsel of the past. i could not bring myself to forge new ties, new friendships, new relationships. i just could not bear to be hurt again. i thought of the friends i had back home-the good times, the bad times, the memories. these were the fuel that got me going for the first few months.

but then, i started to live through my worst nightmare. the person who had been by me all these while was slowly retreating away. i tried to save the remance of the friendship. not once, not twice nor thrice but four times. and at the final try, i knew that was it. i could not bring myself to hold on to the ghost of the friendship any longer.

its only in the last few weeks or so was i finally able to lead my life back to normality. it took me long enough to get over this extinguished light. every night i pray, i pray that this flame will relight again.and till now, im still praying.

and in response to the other post, that one candle might have burnt out. but there still are the remaining lit candles. love you.

goodbye

2006-11-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

Doing some random questions that gets passed around blogs, one question got me thinking: who do i miss now. Who, i ask myself. and i find myself missing you. Because we haven't talked in the longest time. Because we haven't met since the beginning of the year. Because our lives seem to not have each other in it anymore. But you still are, part of my life, my memories, my dear friend. i don't know why i'm being so emotional suddenly, but i have to free my mind space by leaving it somewhere- here.

i thought about those days, and even more of our friendship. It seem so distant now, though it was just barely a year ago when it still stood strong. we shared those times, happy and sad, fun and nervous. But now, we hardly know each other.. You blog, i still visit, but feel far too distant to even leave a note behind. That's just how things have become. i regret letting our friendship slip away. Was there ever the effort to save it? Or is it because our friendship was never strong enough in the first place. But i thought our friendship was the strongest i've ever had. i thought we'll be the best of friends forever. i thought.... i always take words seriously, if i say friends forever, i mean it. and for us, it was, best friends forever. but does it still stand now? i don't know. Do you?

Tears descended, and soon, i find myself falling asleep. But i wake up finding that nothing has changed. The thoughts are still there, the faint past still remains. But you have, i have, and perhaps even our friendship, have changed?

the memories have faded, the candles have blown out.
Hasn't it?

2006-11-18T16:09:00.000+08:00

Will you be there when I'm down,

And catch me when I fall?

Will you hold me when I need

To feel the warmth of your touch?

Will you laugh when I laugh,

And cry when I cry?

Will you let me rant and rave,

When I need to let off steam?

Will you discuss those painful things,

That you'd rather not think about?

Like the times we've hurt each other,

And promised would never do so again?

Will you say the right thing,

When all I've heard is the wrong?

And tell me soothing words,

That make the pain I feel subside?

Will you understand me when I say,

"I can't see you now, go away"?

Will you come back when I call,

As if nothing happened at all?

If you'll do these things for me,

And keep smiling all the way.

If you'll be with me through the bad times,

As well as the good.

Then truly you are my friend,

My pal, my mate and my confidante.

And that means so much to me.

I thank you dearly, for being there,

You, My Friend.

James Brinkworth

revival

2006-11-18T16:05:00.000+08:00

i'm ATTEMPTING to keep this blog alive. but where, oh where, are the rest of you?

2006-10-07T17:48:00.000+08:00

laughter is indeed the best medicine, huh? haha. came across this just now. =)

Teacher : "What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?" Pupil : "A teacher".

Teacher : "Sam, you talk a lot !" Sam : "It's a family tradition". Teacher : "What do you mean?" Sam : "Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher". Teacher : "What about your mother?" Sam : "She's a woman".

Tom : "How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?" David: "You just send a telegram: Result declared, past year's performance repeated".

Teacher : "Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?" Student : "Brotherly love".

Teacher : "Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?" Sam : "No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook".

Patient : "What are the chances of my recovering doctor?" Doctor : "One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died".

Teacher : " Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?" One Student : "Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time."

Teacher : " George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him ?" One Student: " Because George still had the axe in is hand."

back

2006-10-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back in action!!!!

ahaha. not really. there werent much action in the first place to speak off. lol

the meaning of the LC. a platform for us to laugh together and destress and have fun. and most importantly, the bond and friendship.

bleh. but i havent had that for the past many months... what with one a thousand miles away, one i hardly hear from nor met, and one so near yet so far.
i havent had a good laugh with friends close to my heart for ages.. a
ges, eons, forver... but, anyway, exams are over.. i feel free, yes, but that's all. hur-hur. i dont know why. totally devoid of feelings nowadays.

there are so many things which i wonder why, imagine, dream about.
but all these are just air. no, worse still, not even air.
i stone alot nowadays.. just about anywhere, anytime.
i wonder why is the world like this, why is that like this, why is it this way.
i imagine what things would be like if this, if that, imagine if i could do this, do that.
i dream about my future, i dream about a better world and how it would be like, i dream of the perfect life, i dream of everything.
but all these are just thoughts. the brain's working, but lazily.
thoughts that contradict reality.

i drown myself in music more than often nowadays. i drown myself in thoughts.
and when results come, i'll drown myself in self-pity. self-pity that i have myself to blame.

it's 12.45 AM! omg. i lost track of time. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-13T18:15:00.000+08:00

ho-hum. i'm here. I'M here.
but no one else is here. bleh.

adlin! did u know that your tags are so special? cos i hardly get any from u. so it really lit up my day when i saw your tag. MISS YOU BABE. i dont care, when you're back, you must entertain my random messages 24/7!! and all the many dates. AND the homework. you said you'll do it for me!! =)

dididididi. sometimes i dont know whether to lament or be happy for you. technically, i shld be happy for you cos you've got your sayang, but seriously, i dont know if that's what u want.. but, as long as you're happy with him now, that's all that matters. and i'll still be free, just in case you decided to want to go to some park in bukit timah to jog and, you know.... hahahaha. we know. =P

and tiffany, i dont know if you even come here anymore. oh wells. it doesnt seem like it. the drift's getting on.

did i ever mention that i enjoy blogging here? cos this is where i blog my peaceful thoughts. haha. not my boring old life. but my -deep-down-in-my-heart kind of thoughts. wait, how can thoughts come from the heart? ah, heck. hahahaha.

and yes yes, promos promos. so off i am. ATTEPMTING to study. muaha.
you've-been-loved-by-me!! =) =) =) =) =) =) =) =)

2006-08-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

i'm going to be a SOCIAL WORKER!!

please laugh cause what i want to be does not require me to even enter a jc. argh. what im doing now is a waste of my time, effort and money(school fees!!). my brain is so saturated till nothing can enter it anymore. promos coming and ive not even study yet. argh gonna jump down soon. so many things to study yet so little time. i'm dead meat. i'm scared i'm not able to be promoted. im crazy!!!!

lets laugh!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO
HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHI
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHU

LOVE,
DIYANAH!!!!!!!

2006-08-22T17:03:00.000+08:00

thanks mich for reviving my memory of the password etc=).i cant tag as often to ure blog cos right..cos right.. the computers which im using so far cant open the tag thingy there.im so sorry.but ive been reading it!and u certainly do love being around with children.you'll make an excellent PAEDATRICIAN! dr. michelle tay.i'll be sure to send my children over.yups yups YUPS! don you dare ask me who am I then arh..i'll slap ure eyeballs!humpf.anw, you wont flunk ure exams.u'll do well!im super sure of that.just do ure best.sometime,i think all that matters is that we all do our own best even if our best is not that good?but, rmbr,im always here for you yea?we are always here for you all the way.

anw, ive a thing to say about the laughing clubb. recently, during psychology and english, the theme of happiness has risen up a couple of times. and it was predicted that depression is going to be the no.1 cause of death in the yr 2020. and the solution?:

a. have a group of close knit family and friends
b. think happy thoughts
c. consult a PSYCHOLOGIST(:*coughs
d. aaaannnddd..the psychologist will assign you to group therapy sessions which includes a LAUGHING CLUB!
...the list goes on but i wasn listening..hahas

see!see!we are just super efficient=).yay.

alright.ive got to do my assignment now.boo.just wanted to revive this blog=)anw..take care yea?update as often.love LOVE LOVES.

btw..ive had delibrately made the wrong link to this blog in my blog.didn really want pple to read because..im intending to put some personal stuff in here when the occasion arises.

the far-out blog is gonna be for totally randomn stuff.
the sacac blog is gonna be a haven for my feelings..
and this...wells..its gonna be totally random and philosophical stuffs?hahas.thats random.

alright..love LoVE LOVES!take care

heavens grocery store

2006-08-12T15:44:00.000+08:00

As I was walking down life's highway many years ago, I came upon a sign that read
Heavens Grocery Store.

When I got a little closer the doors swung open wide
And when I came to myself, I was standing inside.

I saw a host of angels.

They were standing everywhere

One handed me a basket and said "My child, shop with care."

Everything a human needed was in that grocery store

And what you could not carry you could come back for more

First I got some Patience.

Love was in that same row.

Further down was Understanding,

You need that everywhere you go.

I got a box or two of Wisdom and Faith a bag or two.

And Charity of course

I would need some of that too.

I couldn't miss the Holy Ghost

It was all over the place.

And then some Strength and Courage to help me run this race.

My basket was getting full but I remembered I needed Grace,

And then I chose Salvation for Salvation was for free

I tried to get enough of that to do for you and me.

Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill,

For I thought I had everything to do the Masters will.

As I went up the aisle
I saw Prayer and put that in,

For I knew when I stepped outside I would run into sin.

Peace and Joy were plentiful, the last things on the shelf.

Song and Praise were hanging near so I just helped myself.

Then I said to the angel
"Now how much do I owe?"

He smiled and said "Just take them everywhere you go."

Again I asked "Really now, How much do I owe?"

"My child" he said,
"God paid your bill a long long time ago."

- michelle was here =) -

friendship

2006-08-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

You're never alone, I'm always near,

When you're troubled, down or blue.

All you have to do is call me,

I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,

It doesn't matter when.

When you need someone to talk to,

I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,

or a hug to say I care.

If you need a shoulder to cry on,

for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,

when the weight gets too much.

You might find if you look hard enough,

a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,

through the good times and the bad.

I'm always here to be your friend,

I don't like to see you sad.

hmmm. nice poem. i really would like to say this: You're never alone, your friends are always there for you. =)

cheerios!

P.S. i miss you adlin!!!! have not heard from you for AGES. like ages ages ages. =(

didi! hope you're really, really fine.. you keep saying you're fine, but your eyes show something else. do tell me, alright?

love love, michelle

2006-08-01T10:53:00.000+08:00

omy.i really really love this layout like so so much.thanks didi!and michelle,your story was just so inspiring.

carrot,egg and a bean.ahs.this got me thinking which one am I.I think Im like in the cross section of an egg and the carrot.add egg and carrot together..what do you get?you get scrambled egg with carrot!hahahs.*if you aren laughing..heres THE signal to laugh.hahas.alright.that was lame.so lame.im sorry.im just so crappy to write coherrently now.and didi would have known that last night i was crappy to even talk coherrently.but thanks for putting up with that loads of rubbish that was spewing out of my mouth:).

anw,just now during psych lecture,we were going through memory.and my lecturer just had to give us have 5 mins to recall of our memories in sec sch.and 5 mins is a vlong time.so you can imagine how much memories there were flooding back.and then,she made us visualise as though we were walking through every part of the school.and every part of the school that i visualised had some sort of memories in them.from our classrooms,to the canteen,to rtc,to band room..and even the toilets.its just all so bizarre and so real.

and you know what im going to do when i get back?im going to go through every single part of the school and recall back every incidents that happen there.i know it seems stupid and a really ridiculous way of spending your day but im just so not going to allow myself to forget every single moment i had there with you guys.i love you!

story

2006-07-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

just wanted to share this.

love, michelle

A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose.

Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl.
Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what you see."

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied

Her mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. The mother then asked the daughter to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard boiled egg. Finally, the mother asked the daughter to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma.

The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity: boiling water. Each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard, and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak. The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior, but after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened. The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" she asked her daughter.

"When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean. Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong, but with pain and adversity do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit, but after a death, a breakup, a financial hardship or some other trial, have I become hardened and stiff? Does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and hardened heart? Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavor.

If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hour is the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate yourself to another level? How do you handle adversity?

Are you a carrot, an egg or a coffee bean?

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human and enough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you can't go forward in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so at the end, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

cheer up!

2006-07-31T17:44:00.000+08:00

to dearest didi,
i'm not sure what happened, but i'm pretty sure that what you're going through now is not easy. i'm glad you had us l-cians in mind when you were troubled, cos that shows how much we mean to you! =) so just to let you know, we (i'm sure the others will agree with me =D ) will always, always always be here for you, to lend you a listening ear, to hear your sorrow, to let you rant it all out, and most importantly, TO CHEER YOU UP. and friends are the best solution to all unhappiness. right adlin?

yes, we'll laugh it all out with you, no matter how crazy it is. laughing is the best medicine =)
haha. ok i'm sounding cliche. but ya it's true! you can also de-stress through laughter. and laughing is contagious. oh wells.

and, your wish will be granted soon, alright didi? we'll meet up soon (WITHOUT adlin ninny =( haha) k? and we'll all lift your sorrows. we'll drink away all unhappiness. (with water? lol.) and cheer up! cos we'll be sad to see you sad. hey it rhymes! haha. we'll be sad to see you sad. =) ah. hahaha.

love you dididididididididi!

carpe diem =)

love, michelle

loves

2006-07-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

dear all,

firstly, thank you so much didi for the beautiful new skin. =) your effort is greatly appreciated. and we'll win the day, of course. and we must, and will, stand together and rock this beautiful world in which we live in. cheerios!

secondly, i hope everyone out there is feeling alright. not just alright, but Great! though there're sucky days that we all hate so much, but that's what life is about, ya?
life= good days + bad days = great memories + unforgettable experiences
and fret not, for your circle of friends will always be there for you.

just to let you know, my dear didi adlin and tiff, i'll always, always be here for you whenever you're down, happy or what so ever. do let me share your sorrow and joy. though i have to admit there's only one person, my bestie, who does that. haha. no one wants to share with me. =( lol.

and. i promise to dedicate more of my time here. =D
you all must too k? *hugs*

and i hope others will be enlightened by our rants. haha.

loves!

2006-07-30T12:29:00.000+08:00

ok ive decided to change the layout of the l-c blog. hehe i found this layout quite cute so decided to us it. the drawing is cute.lalala. hey peeps mus remember to always update kae. we mus always laugh and make sure that people are enlioghtened by us. we must stand together to rawk this world.

luv,
didi

2006-07-23T19:36:00.000+08:00

NOBODY IS UPDATING!!!rah.

im here to make my presence known.

hahas.i miss you all alot alot alot.

you know what we need?we need a new definition of the l-c blog. a NEW template and purpose for us to blog here.hahas.it seems like most of us have our own blogs so we usually post our stuff there.owells.and we need a new blogging commitment!im guilty of that.in fact all of us are!rah.

i need to go now.my cousin gotta use it.rah.but with effect from....AUGUST..this blog will have a new dimension alright=)?hahas

btw mich,i cant tag at ure blog again!so,just to say u'll make a good paediatrician!ure so good with kids!!!whenever im with them,i can never seem to interact with them properly.hahas.i miss you!btw,were things alright there?

didi and tiff!update!i barely see u in this blog anymre!rah.august arh..i miss you!!!

2006-07-19T21:02:00.000+08:00

OMg how come no one update this blog?? hmmm oh well i too actually got nothing to say.. MISS ALL OF YA LOADS!!

2006-06-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm. this is supposed to be the webbie of the L-C right. so it means ts supposed to be a substitute of our meetings.. since we cant meet much with adlin a thousand miles away. and so, new rule, (min) one joke each week =)

so i shall start the ball rolling. =P
just for laughs, folks!!

When phil's ageing uncle introduced his new young girlfriend to the family, he informed them that she was a part-time model.
Unfortunately, phil's seven-year-old son was in earshot.
"really?" he said to her.
"Dad said you were a gold-digger!"

lol. here's another funny one. =)

Visiting his local town centre, Ron saw a retired couple holding hands as they walked along.
As they passed, Ron commented on how delightful it was to see them being romantic at their age.
The man replied, "I've been holding her hand when we go out for over 30 years. I have to."

"If i let go, she shops."

(from reader's digest)

2006-06-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

Happy belated bday MICHELLE and DIYANAH dearies=).ive realised tat ive dedicated two entries in my blog to you but none here in this blog to you.so heres my dedication.anw.i love you guys both to bits and pieces.take care.*hugs.

anw..i was supposed to do this for ages.ahahs.so funny=)
INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victims have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover. (duh.)
3. Tag eight other victimes to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time, there's no need to do this AGAIN.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE. FUN. DOING. IT .

Gender: male
Eight points:
1. Have to be able to get along well and be accepted by BOTH my family and friends.
2. Have a charming smile.Id fall for anybody with a charming smile.sighs
3. A great passion for both liberal and performing arts,mathematics and linguistics.
Thus,in other words a nerd.but not a nerd nerd.a charming nerd.hahas
4. NOT over-protective/possesive/domineering. I do not wish to spend every minute of my life with him though how charming he may be.and neither do I want to constantly update him of my daily whearbouts etc etc eetc .
5. one who seems shy but actually talks a lot.and i mean..a lot. and of course..listen to me talk.hahahs.id just go insane talking to someone who isn responding
6.someone sweet.really really really uber sweet.
7. has to pass my list of expectations.which isn that many
8. charming.without the charm,there's no spark.

8 tags!
ahahas.i cant think of anybody who will DO this.owells..i shall try..didi,siew cheng,denise,tiffany,hannie,rachel,nat,eunice.

looking at my list arh..its not that much to ask for.hahas.but unfortunately..ohkae..i shant even go there.goodness know who is going to read this.but..arrgh.yea.heh heh.yea.does that make sense?hahas.it does to me=)owells.

btw..im keeping my hair long!ahahaas.in other words..im transforming to become more *coughs like a lady=).be prepared for e tranformation!aha aha ahaha.nah.its nothing that drastic la.just my hair.

mich!e 4.7 gathering sounds cool.SUPER cool.i wish i was there too.

didi!ure burnt?hahas.being burnt is good.im not losing my tan.thats not good=(

tiff!uve got one strike!

i miss u lcians alot alot alot.

my tummy hurts.rah

hello hello hello hello hello hello

2006-06-10T14:10:00.000+08:00

where's everybody!!! *(screams and the echo comes back) bleh.
see. it shows that NO ONE's here. adlin you've got a strike now too! haha.

and we've had a band gathering already. at popeyes. chengs rach me di and nat. =D
on TUESDAY 6th JUNE 2006, @ CHANGI AIRPORT TERMINAL ONE.
whhheeee.
i love my bandies.
didi are you studying??!!! haha. i'm not really studying in full swing yet.. DIE.
really DIE.
and adlin, hope you're having fun and doing well!!!! love you!

ok. i have said my piece. ta-a. =)

2006-06-04T18:30:00.000+08:00

IM TOTALLY BURNT!!

ok how come no body update this few days??hmmm oh well.. ok went to sentosa yesterday for baloon hat. i swear the band sounded funny. all i could hear was only the base drum and the rest was like super duper soft. oh man was like covering my face when they played. haiz. it was fun tho. met all the juniors and i misses each single one of them. lalala.

today woke up super early and went changi to makan den proceeded to ecp. why must sg be sooo hot this few days? the sun was killing me. all thanks to it my face now is like super red and my body have very weird color. haiz. why oh why!oh well

hey mich happy belated birthday!! love ya manymany!!

luv,
didi <3

blahblahblah

2006-05-26T21:01:00.000+08:00

mich i forgot to tell you i also own a private jet and a helicopter. do you want them?? if not i give to charity.. oh ya my yatch at the raffles club habour is no longer in use. my husband boought a new yatch for me so i guess you can take the old 1 if you want.. muahaha..

I'M RICH. =)

2006-05-25T21:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!!!!!! (belated)
haha. yes, its YOU adlin!
glad you LOVED the email. =) hahaha. and yes, it was supposed to make you cry.. lol. you're supposed to be touched. =) love you!

and i need to declare something. I FEEL LIBERATED! wheeee. there, i shared my joy. haha. after the chinese paper and econs paper today, the next one will be after the hols. thus, i feel somewhat free of studies. and SCHOOL. waha. IT'S THE HOLS! hurray. dont worry didi. its your turn 2mr!

hmmmm. rmb i mentioned before that i will wirte down did's will. and today we went home together. it has been long, huh didi? lol. and so.
didi has willed to ME:

her 80 cents left in her wallet
her wallet, inclusive of all the cards inside
all her jewelery
all her allowance
her bed and all her clothes (i can sell it and make $$$!)
her rich husband's bungalow (she's a rich tai-tai)
all the furniture in that bungalow
99% of the money in her rich husband's bank account
99% of the profit earned from her husband's company
all her servants and cooks
her limosine and chauffeur
the underground shopping centre under her house
her swimming pool and garden
her whole bank company

i'm gonna be RICH.
yay.
so i'm gonna ensure that didi go and jump. into the pool.
then i'll get all her inheritance. muahaha.
(starts to plan something devious...)
but. i love you just the same! hahaha.

2006-05-24T18:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADLIN!!!!!

take care and love ya manymany...

2006-05-22T22:43:00.000+08:00

ok. i encountered some technical problems hours ago so the post wasnt posted.. rah. broadband is IRRITATING! it suck. and i almost banged my head on the wall out of frustration. RAH.
okay. so here's it.

woot!! didi! you posted a POST! hahaha. oh wells. havent been walking home with you for ages. and i miss you all. =( adlin. come back. ='( either that or you fly me there.

and didi, before you jump, (into the pool or something) let me know first. i prepare a will for you first. hahaha. i will need to jump too. i'm so gonna fail. i just cant bring myself to study..... RAH. help. HELP! help.

can you all use a diff colour?! i cant differentiate didi and adlin. lols. adlin!! WHY CANT YOU TAG!!! boo you. everyone else can tag. boo you. why arent you tagging? boo you. must go tag NOW! boo you.

i cant wait for studies to be ALL over. i feel so stupid now. i dont know how to do anything... maths sucks. maths used to be my favourite subjects.. ever since i was in primary school... even till secondary.. but now. POOF. the flame just blew off. just like that. maths is no longer a interesting challenging subject.. it has become a BRAIN killing, not comprehendable, rubbish-filled, useless, crap, boring, subject. and with our maths teacher...... every time its comes to her tutorial my ears automatically shut off. it just shuts off whatever she says. then i'll start to stone. then i'll start to fall asleep.. she nags alot.

oh didi. save me. take my exams for me! rah. and my chinese is a goner too. another love of my life vanishing... haha. today during chinese my fren and i "went to the toilet"... hahaha. we took a walk round the same level... round and round and round.. haha. we walked 3 rounds before we went back to class.. school's monotonous. boring. uninteresting. lifeless. espescially with TWO hours of PE. rah. adlin u are getting away with this torture, arent you? unfairness. so does it mean that people who dont go to JC dont need to keep fit? they dont need to prepare for army? they dont need to exercise. they dont need to pass 2.4km. rah rah rah!!!

and i can tell my holiday is going to be really short. with one whole week taken for extra lectures and tutorials, another week for project work, another week and a half set aside for studying.. i have HALF a week of complete enjoyment and relaxation ONLY. how nice. HOW wonderful. how exciting. how FUN. right.

but i know, that we'll all pull throught these together.... though far apart, we know each other's there.. just to let you all know i'll always be here for you all, no matter what.
strive for the best, adlin! and come back soon. i miss you.
let's cheong together, didi! we'll pass this period of time.. i'll pray for you too!
tiff, poly aint the easy way out of studies.. you just have to seek strength from God and work things out properly, LOVE your computer more, sayang it more, and have fun!

and all troubled and confused souls out there, there's always a rainbow somewhere out there... you just got to pull through and be strong, and seek strength from God!

love you all! =)

2006-05-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

omgosh.DIDI!u updated!u updated!=)*screams.im so so tempted to waiive ure 2 strikes.hahas.but..must be fair noe?nvm.this is 2 strikes with excuse.hahahs.omy.DIDI!!!ive missed u so so SO much.

hahas.u went for big walk?! d-uh u'll manage to complete it.i mean, look at all tat hot guys ure with.hahas.i realise tat we're talkin ALOT abt guys aren we?nvm.this proofs we are normal.hahas.so..SO..*coughs..has anyone..asked u for ure no?!=)seeing that u have a ting to attract guys whenever ure out excersising.ahahs.hey!rmbr our test arh.must let me see him and i'll pass e verdict to u.

now..if ure tinking of commiting suicide by jumpin into e sea,ure going to die a horrible death.i mean.u'll DIE drowning.but u can still survive if after jumping uve decided u wanted to live, (cos U HAVE US AND U CANT BEAR TO LEAVE US ALONE, esp ME-.-") u can always swim back to shore.thus,in concluion,commiting suicide is SO NOT the way to run away frm ure common test.but instead,i'll suggest that u can always sit for tat test and run away if ure results are not to ure expectations.cos then,u will either have us to comfort u,or u'll most likely have us to run awaay with u together to some ulu place far away from all that.good aint it=)

ahahahs.i din receive the msg!owait.maybe u sent it to e other no.in which i din switch on for a long time.hahas.owells.ho hums.di,update as regularly as possible HOR.good.

tiffany!uve got one strike!u din update this week!hows poly=)

I update AT LAST!!

2006-05-21T18:54:00.000+08:00

hey guys!! miss all of ya lots..why my name got strike twice??ure being unfair kae adlin.my comp crush thats why cant update =(

ha today is a tiring day yet fun. i went for BIG WALK..cAN u believe it, big walk??hehe..walked 10km kae n i completed it..yayness!! 3 cheers for me!! hiphip hurray!! hiphip hurray!! hiphip hurray!! ok fine i shall not be soo bhb. wanna know something! most of the teenage guys who participated were so cute. omg!! hot..tan..muscular. what else can you ask for right? I've got something from this event->this bubble like thing on my toe think its blister.so soft and gooey-gooey.gross can. gonna register for this event again next year.alala any takers?

next week is common test and i've not really started studying yet. gosh think i can just jump down sia. sure gonna fail.argh. HELP!! i think right, around july if all of you don't hear anything frm me, better check the papers for teenage girl commiting suicide by jumping into the sea. eh jump into the sea won't die ryt?? hmmm better think of better ways to commit suicide.muahaha

hey adlin, did you get the msg i send you about the o'level cert?? if not i just type it here then. erm the skool ask me ask to tell you that your o level cert is out and you will have to send a representative to help you collect. you will have to write a letter of authority stating the person's name and ic. yap.

take care people.missing all of you.miss and love me always kae..MUAHAHAAHA

2006-05-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

im here to update my weekly dose of rant.hey!u guys aren updating too!u noe wat.im going to keep a score counter.anybody who din update more than 15 times,owes us dinner.and mind u,its 29 weeks till i come back.so tat means,u have just enoug time to treat us dinner.hahas.michelle!warn didi.hahahas.=)so far,didi has got TWO stirkes.tsk.

anw,hows ure reunion tiff n mich?ahs.tell me!

*mich!- i cant tag at ure blog!WHY=(

anw,heres wats happening this week.

this week is so not my week.WHY!?cos im jus suay.and i cant get into hotmail again.what the.its like whenever i finally HAVE the time to go and reply emails,i CANT get into hotmail.and i WANT to reply my mails.i thin theres one email that is abt a month there already.sighs.and my hw is piling up.argh.thats one suay thing this week.

then,there is that history essay.arrgh.its gone,its gone.its GONE=(AND IVE GOT TO REDO IT.boo

and before that,another ting happened to me.i was making cookies for my friend's birthday.and guess wat.i forgot to put in sugar!AND used the wrong type of flour.instead of self-rising flour,i used normal flour!so not only were my cookies,flat and ugly,it was hard.u could hear that 'krr-ok' sound wen u bite it.

arrrggh.how many 'suay' weeks can u have in a year?i hope this is e last.cos i cant take it anymre.especialy not wen my essay is gone.sighs.

anw, i did one stupid ting just now.theres supposedly the malaysian's education minister's daughter studying at my sch.so being curious,my friends and i wanted to know how she looked like.so we kinda checked her id and timetable etc.hahas.imagine.if a guy does tat to u,its freky enough.but a group of GIRLS?!?waay freaky.way way waaay freaky.hahas.anw there was this conver going on btwn rachel and e other girl with whom led us in this crime.it went smth like...

o.g: eh.she's quite pretty in the picture
rachel:quite?!thats an understatement la.if she looked liddat in e sch id pic.can u imagine how she looked like?
o.g:then shes damn pretty la.
me:*burst out laughing

hahahs.u noe how les we all sounded?haahahahs.so funny.e guy in e rm was givin us this wierd look all e time.

anw,this concludes my pretty sad week.my aunt who came ovr frm sg is going back tmr=(boo.i wanna fit into her luggage and go home too.sighs.

i miss you guys!
im still not used to not SEEING u guys almost everyday.
i miss my hello panda too.
its not the same here.
in fact,nothing's e same.

*yawns.

2006-05-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

nobody updates. le sigh.

its stagnant.

=P

2006-05-12T12:55:00.000+08:00

YOHOOOOO!

hahaha. adlin pls take down the username and password from your blog CAN? hahaha. otherwise the whole world will know. and i dont dare tell any1 your blog add yet. untill u take it down. lol.

I MISS YOU ALL!

and no one's blogging...
and didi doesn't come online...
which means she wont be blogging here either...
which means our founder will not be blogging...
which means she wont be able to tell us jokes...
which means our LC wld be missing a member ONLINE...

hahaha. ok i'm crapping. YAY. today's a HOLIDAy. =) good good good.
but pw's not good good good. always busy meeting datelines. and i'm the secretary some more. so every meeting i'll have to be the one taking down EVERYthing. luckily i have a WONDERFUL memory. so when i go home to write the minutes, i can still rmb (almost) everything. hahaha.

blog, people. update update update! esp you ah, adlin. pres leh. and must tell us how's things over at your side. lol. you're stationed there so make sure you spread the laughter.. lol. i want to meet up!!! dec's TOO long time away. by the time it arrives, i would have grown white hair from the waiting. and by then we'll all be too old to walk to meet. all with a walking stick. and bent back. and wrinkles. and speak reeaaally slowly. and all toothless. and all balding. and probably forgot who each other are. esp adlin with the aussie dude. hahaha.

going to meet tiff later. before we grow too old. and not understand what each other's talking about.
haha.

tata. =)

2006-05-09T17:53:00.000+08:00

omg.omg.u all UPDATED!so quickly some more!im ecstatic!hahahas.woots.ahs.now it seems that everyone has updated except DIDI.*DI!if u aren going to update this week,u owe US dinner arh.DINNER.no buts.

u guys seem uber rich eh?swensens every month?!SWENSENS?!argh.goodness.that will just burn a hole in my pocket eating there every month!hahas.nvm,jus erm..pretend tat im there alright.and talk to this invisible me.sighs.owells.I WANT to go.wen i come back.its no longer every month!its every week!or at most fortnightly!to make up for all e past meeting tat i missed.hehx.btw,tiff,im coming back at e end of yr.dec e 8th to be exact.argh.counting down.sighs.

i cant believe i survived 3 mths without u guys.THREE MONTHS!whoa.a record.spoof.owells.e farther a part we all are,e fonder we will be.right?!hahas.but ive never not thought of u guys once kaes.u'll always be in my heart=).forever and ever.miss u guys!

its getting colder here.so cold tat wenever ive early class tat requires me to leave hm early, id be able to see vapour in e air wen i exhale!hahas.so naturally,having stayed in sg which is in e equitorial region,and not having experiencing winter much,i find this truly amazing.hahas.u noe those shows on tv wen soem of those pple were able to make thier water vapor in e air become an 'O'?hahas.thats EXACTLY wat i was doin e past few days.till one of e lady came up to me and said 'darling,is everything alright?u seem to be gasping for air'.ahahahahs.so funny.i was stunned.really stunned momentarily.so i shut up.and i think misinterpreted tat to mean tat i din understand english or smth.so she mimed out the whole question once again.wells.me,being nice,i decided not to embarass her by pretending tat i din noe english.so i merely nodded.so tat concludes my oh-so-INTERESTING morning experience.

btw,mich,u lost ure pencil?!me too!i lost my lucky pencil.boo.its a bad day for us.

anw,i read in cleo jus now tat pple who are born frm e 23rd of may 1989 to somewhere in dec are deemed as 'THE SELFLESS ONES'.its so true seeing how SELFLESS we all are to set this up=).ahahas.but the best part is,we are supposedly to be e smartest batch of pple in tis generation!woots.kaes.its no wonder why this is so true.i mean.look at us.=)

ADLIN

2006-05-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

ok.
shall just roughly set our next meeting here k? sorry adlin dear,, you can only join us through our hearts. hahaha. dont worry. we'll mention you (somewhere) during our gathering. haha. (if we can rmb......)
and i realise that this is not utilised. oh wells. anyway.
19th may friday, 7.30pm, alright? MARK IT DOWN! hahaha. and chuck all other things aside. =)

this blog is supposed to contain all the funny wacky stuff, right? right.
let's see.
oh. hahaha. today i lost my DARLING beloved pencil which saw me through O's and MUST see me through A's as well. i know i probably left it in the AUDi.. and so. i went back but the stupid audi was in darkness already. and van and i were afraid to go in.. haha. right. so we decided to go back after maths.. and this time, i said that no matter what i must get my PENCIL back.

we went, and indeed it was still in total darkness.
and i tried to switch on all the lights but the switch had only lights for the STEPS. and in the silence of the entire HUGE audi and almost blackness, i went to find my green PENCIL. i spotted it and jumped with joy. then van SCREAMED! and my first reaction was to scream as well. and so the two of us fools were screaming like nobody's business. hahaha. guess what she saw. or we saw. this 2 IDIOTS who appeared from the stage from nowhere in the darkness. like wth. on the lights for goodness sake! hahaha. and then we were so paiseh-ded and ran out laughing away... RAH.

during lunch break. after eating and all, van decided to buy M&Ms from the vending machine.but the M&M packet didnt drop! and so shuLi asked her to shake the machine. so van tried to shake the large bulky machine that stuck to the ground. she looked hilarious! serious. i shld have video-taped it. hahaha. then shuli exclaimed: "hey! got camera up there leh!" OMG!!!! hahaha. i bet u it captured us fools ard the machine. and van was so embarassed and wanted to hide her face. hahaha. that was super hilarious. i couldnt stop laughing.... haha. oh wells.

people, update!

and any body seeking counselling, do contact us on the tagboard! we'll get back to u shortly. =)

puzzle pieces =)

2006-05-07T20:32:00.000+08:00

whhhhhhheeeeeeee! =)

i just wanted to say that i've many missing puzzle pieces. because of all you missing people. disappearing from my life.................... rah. haha.

and i miss you all.
and i hate sch too.
and i love holidays.
and i crave for ice cream too.
and i look forward to our next LC meeting.
and i cant wait for our monthly get together.
and i just miss you all so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
love you.

that's all.

=)

2006-05-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

Okay I set up the tag already. Hopefully it works.
I miss you all!!!!! I miss SAC so much so much so much, i'm so depressed.
=(
School is such a chore.
Come back soon, Adlin!!! Then you can join our monthy Swensens meetings. However due to some incompatibility of schedules this month, our Swensens meeting for May has been cancelled. BOO. Deprive me of my strawberry banana ice cream sundae!!!!!! Now I got craving. Haiya. And I think I'm pms-ing. I feel so moody. Where are you guys??? School just isn't the same without you.
And Adlin, I want to go Aussie!!!! I wanna go market shopping. Haha. I got no clothes for school. OH I HATE SCHOOL.
Michelle, let's go starbucks and catch up again. Oh ya, I asked Rachel along, do you mind? Cos she owes us both tau huay right. So sun bian get our free treat k. Haha.
Didi, now all of us have updated except YOU. Faster faster come online! We need your update to complete our first set of posts!!! AND you're the FOUNDER LEH! Walao. So important k. You better update.
K that's all.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. =)

investiture

2006-05-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

oh YAY!! we have a BLOG! wahaha. the LC.. wheeeee. i'm so excited. hahaha. hey lets all each use a different colour k? i want RED. =) its a happy colour. we must all use happy colours. adlin's using a happy colour too. haha i'm crapping. lol.

ADLIN!!!! i miss you SO much. thanks for the trouble to set this up.. you're the pres anyway.. hahaha. its great! hahaha. i no nuts about this kind of things.. ask tiff to edit lah. haha.
miss u lots. but now i feel the distance nearing. hahaha. with the communication though this blog. =) but this babe here is still so far away from us. like a thousand miles away.

havent been chatting with tiff for ages. yes, my "bestestfriendinthewholewideworld"... hahaha. cant wait for our movie date. lol. rah. lucky u, enjoying yourself at sch. while i'm seriously dying. but i've been enjoying the many holidays recently... haha.

didi u better blog here. cos i know u hardly even come online right.. heh.
i bet u didi found the 100cm by 100cm guy already!! hahaha. i thought didi was the one. lol..

ok. let's move on the the official investiture of the LC members:

(some beautiful song playing in the background....ha.)

ADLIN: PRESIDENT OF THE LC COUNCIL
MICHELLE: VICE PRESIDENT OF THE LC COUNCIL
TIFFANY: SECRETARY AND TREASURER OF THE LC COUNCIL
DIDI: FOUNDER OF THE LC

wheeeeeeeee. i so love you guys. =)

ok. after publishing it, i realised that RED cannot be seen. haha. so i changed to it ORANGE. or rather, SHADES of orange. lol...

love,
ME. =)

2006-05-07T13:05:00.000+08:00

ahahas.i did it!yay:)*beams.so now,don u guys dare let my hard work go to waste.update it at least once a week with everything or anything!or else..i'll smack you.seriously. this rule starts officially on monday.

erm..im having some problems here with the others set up.so u guys go change and alter it as much as u please alright?

adlin:D

2006-05-07T12:34:00.000+08:00

before you read on any farther,please ensure that there is total silence around you.please take note that your handphones are to be switched off at all times during this opening ceremony.its a solemn event.

THE OFFICIAL OPENING ENTRY OF THE BLOG.

The L.C are a group of wonderful and dedicataed beings who are meant to cheer and brighten those lost souls out there.Founded in december last year,at Mac Donald's in Tampines Mall,area near the toilet,we are especialy pleased to upgrade ourselves and extend our services via the blog.

Patients of all sorts are most welcome.and they are required to shut up,listen and laugh at appropriate times.a small fee and a treat to our meals are most welcomed.we are also very pleased to inform you that we will be providing free services only to our most idolized person. i.e our one metre by one metre hunk.if anyone of you has spotted this being on the surface on this earth,please introduce him to us.We are dying to meet him.

with due respect.
.us.